IMNOWHEREFORYOU

We may not be the best of what we are. We may not talk often. We may have lack of time to spend with. We may sometimes feel like being neglected. I may cry without you noticing. You might feel hurt without me realizing. But I just want you to know that no matter how difficult things can be, in the long run, yet you still have me and I still have you. We still have us.

Ever fallen for someone so hard, a person that you shouldn’t have fallen for? You felt like they were the right one, they flirted and led you on for weeks, months or even years. You log on to Facebook just to see if they are online because it’s the only person you want to talk to. When talking to them they make you feel like the happiest person ever even though they are chatting up a dozen others at the same time and you know all you have to do is move on, but you can’t. They begin to hurt you, but you have come all this way you just don’t want to let go. All you think about is that day when they will realize that you are the one, but deep inside you know it most likely never will happen. Gotten played so hard, fallen in love when you knew it was wrong from the start. You get jealous of everyone who talks to them and everyone is a threat. You here something you don’t want to hear about them and even though all the facts come together and it seems to be so true, you still don’t believe it. Because this person is that important to you.

Ha! It’s called being played! It happens, it’s shit. Can’t stop what makes you happy, even though it’s what making you hurt. 

Nakakamiss ka din pala.